No, you are not a monster.  You are a human being, and a husband, father, and grandfather.  That’s why what you did was wrong.  A monster might have an excuse.  You have none. 

Seriously?  You want us to cut you some slack for not outright murdering your “second” family?  That makes as much sense as raping your own daughter.  You are dangerously sick, and I am thrilled thhat where you’re headed, your family will no longer need to endure you.

Please rot.

Disgustedly,

etc.